I don't know anymore. Did I ever know? I really don't think so. I'm a mess... but I found an old blog from almost 15 years ago... and I guess I've always been a mess. I was posting about this exact same stuff. So really, I don't think anything ever really changes. Your surroundings change. People around you change... but nothing else changes. I'm still the same person I was 15 years ago, and that's probably the most depressing part about my life. I'm really over it.
