Started my first day of on-the-job training at my new job today. I am fucking EXHAUSTED. Mentally. Physically. Just drained. Sore. And I get to do it all again tomorrow. And the next day. And probably every day for the foreseeable future. I am not eating any better. The only benefit to my job is I'm on my feet and active all day. Walked 11 miles today. The exercise will do me good. I need it. I'm hoping being worn out like this every day will help me sleep better. The money will be nice. I need to read a few pages in the book my girlfriend let me borrow. I don't know what I'm doing with my life anymore. Truly.
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