Sunday, August 9, 2020

8-9-20

9:35 PM

Got a really deep cut on my leg at work today. My boss told me I'd be fired if I filed a report, so that's fun. I think the depression is coming back. I'm tired all the time. Nothing interests me any more. Nothing really makes me laugh or feel happy besides my girlfriend. I just feel like a shell of a person. I really don't know what I need. I've been stuck like this for so long. I feel like it's never going to end. I don't know how to change any of this. I'm tired of being alive, but I don't want to die. Is there a name for that?

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